Old friends & new opportunities

It’s funny how life is … how we fear change and when “our life plan” changes it really throws us. We think, “that’s it, I quit.” Whether it’s in love, relationships, work … whatever. That concept always throws me. QUIT…???? I have had single friends who get sick of dating and say they’re done, closing themselves off and missing opportunities. I definitely think you put out different vibes and it affects the path your life takes.

The same can be said for my acting life. When I am hunkered down on a show I love and have a multiple year contract I am the happiest. But things change, shows change. I have been let go, I have been killed off (I bet not many of you can say that), each time a bit paralyzing; but never did I think I would stop trying. When people ask me if I think I will stop or retire some day, I think “from what?” If I keep putting myself out there, keep trying, things will happen. Sure there are disappointments; sometimes more that rewards, but I keep on trucking…perseverance must be the key.

It’s a wrap

So tonight is my closing night with Barbra’s wedding … what a run. It was everything I wanted it to be and more. The interesting thing about the theatre and I guess acting in general, is that you become a quick and close family with the people involved. You spend a concentrated, intense time together, which in my case has always brought me closer to my compadres. It’s strange because you are so close so briefly and then often don’t see the people again. But tonight we will not say good-bye really; I have made sure of that. We will gather at my house in a couple of weeks for a little gathering and reminisce on our successes, failures and in this case laughs, during the course of the run. 

Do something that scares you everyday, part 2

I thought I should follow up with my “Do Something that Scares you Every Day” blog with how the opening of my play, Barbra’s Wedding, went. We rehearsed it for six weeks and coming from my Soap Opera background, that is a LONG time. I am used to memorizing 40 pages the night before and basically doing one take and forgetting about it on the way out the door. So this has been A LOT of rehearsing, but so incredibly worth it. For the first time in my acting career I really thought I needed that much time. We pulled the material apart right and left. Being on stage for a solid hour plus, with just two people having dialogue is a bear! Not to mention we move around a lot and have to deal with food and drinks and changes in wardrobe. You’ve all heard the expression, not being able to walk and chew gum … this is a thousand times worse, especially if food gets to flying (out of our mouths or otherwise). There are a lot of mishaps that can happen.

Do something that scares you everyday

I saw a T-shirt the other day that said “Do something that scares you every day.” That really struck a chord with me and I thought of it for several hours afterwards and I guess days if I am writing about it today. For a lot of us, staying in a comfort zone, not doing anything too risky always sounds like the logical thing to do. I mean why be uncomfortable?